Bad mood ._.

Yesterday Philip Hii and his wife came Malaysia again. We had a dinner with him and his old friends. My parents and I brought extra clothes to change, my sister didn't. She's crazy, her face turn black, and started to cry. WTH happen these few days? People around me are crying. I tried my best to cheer her up, finally, she stopped. The dinner held in the curve, after dinner, I saw a familiar look that caught my attention. I look back, she turned around too. Ohh that's Shazmone and her sister Ceymone, two librarian friends :) When we arrive home, it's quite tired, my sister start arguing with me. We decided to jog or whatever exercise today morning, she changed her mind and say she want to sleep more. Damn. What happen to our promise?? I hate promise breakers. My mood turn bad and keep throwing my pillow down to her face, because our bed is double decker and I sleep above her. Until today, still bad mood. After arriving school for oil painting, the young friends made me "quite happy". After arriving home, my mom and sister arguing again. Gosh. Damn annoying. My face turn dark again, start shouting. Well, I do my hobby, piano. Everytime I heard a sound, my finger goes stronger and the music go worse. =.= I heard my mum saying that she hate the song, because she know when I'm angry, I play it. When I'm sad, I'll play the other one. LOL. You know what? Few days ago I heard bad news from a friend that he said he might change school. I had plan for him a birthday present for next year long time ago. I'm scared that when he go, I'm not able to give it... =.= I start making it yesterday. Damn! Because I'm hurrying, I start to worry and accidently hurt my tumb ._. I don't get it. Last year I've did this before, lot's of wounds on my hand, it's not pain at all. This is so different. I was like... cannot sleep because of the cut. Okay done, bye :)

Weird Shift and Weird Class.

Heloo stalkers. Today I've got a damn weird shift. Awh! After writing the names, Cheesy(Chee Yee) look for Rachel and I, and she call us to do an inventory job. Actually it's her job. Well we just do it. It's damn tired while doing it, we have to take the name list, and go class to class to look for problem students, ask them to return book. Well. There's liars everywhere. They can say that the didn't borrow the book. =.= So damn mafan. We was like running around to ditch shift. We took few hours to do that, and when we came back, Kh is downstairs having mushroom soup. We went down and inform him that we have to eat ;P. When we're back up, the AJKs are having meeting and it was like over halfway already. After that they call Friday second shift to go BBM room. Then KH starts shouting and I still not sure what happen. It's horrible, he cried a little, I feel guilty again ;P I always feel like I voted the wrong person for the new PKH. After that, the seniors were complaining about our sleeves. Yeah I always roll up my sleeves Sorry Kelly ;) I'll change xD. Well today break record eh~ I realized that nobody unbuttoned or roll their sleeves up in our class including Derrick! Omg! >< The first time that I think he's a good boy xD. The last period of school, the girl beside me and I smelt a strange burning smell. It's sooo nice. Before the bell ring, I feel dizzy like my head dropping down. Our Malay teacher is reading something for us to write down. Because of the dizziness, I missed a lot that she read. When walking down the stairs, still dizzy. When walking the way to put down my bag, It really feels better xD Now let me warn those burning smell lovers. Don't tarik nafas when you smell something like that. You'll nearly faint! xD <3 Love ya stalkers ~

Bored Life.

Helloo blog walkers and stalkers~ ;) I Lurve yaa.... After the whole librarian thingy, my life became bored like always. No training, no pelantikan practicing, no more having fun with seniors. It's damn bored weih. Well. I'm a girl that is addicted to computer. Sometimes I online for chatting with a guy, that made me forget all about doing home works. That's bad right? My results getting bad for that guy. Umm... sometimes, I feel sorry to myself, but that guy made me SMile :) Well. Know how's my life for now? Morning, wake up damn late, play computer, eat, go school, eat, take bath, play computer, do homework, sleep. Everyday doing the same thing. My life has NO point. I'm crazy. I miss my librarian friends, tell me how I can meet my brother everyday. So, sometimes I think being a nerd is "not bad~ " well. If Imma nerd, my results sure very good, but I cannot face the computer. Sad. BTW, I need to find a best friend and get rid of the boring life~ There's some choice. The girl beside me, is impossible, she have quite a gang of best friends. Rachel is impossible too, she actually know everything about me, but she's changing now. Lirong~ the best runner I know~ but she got a bunch of best friends. Sad. I want ma brother to be my best friend, still don't know can or not ;)

XD

HEy.. Today I finally got my class ranking position. XD Because of my sucking B and C results, I've got the 27th in class XD Yeah and I'm really happy. Is it a lucky number for me? At first I thought I'll get the last in class because there are lots of smarty pants in my class. I don't wanna go below cengal classes next year, so I still have time to catch up whatever my teachers teach xD. So.. good luck for everyone~ Bye. XD

GABBA

Yo brada! You want me to update blog?? OKAY FINE. But you didn't tell me the thing I wanna know. What the hell is your problem? -.- You cannot trust my right? Whatever. Fine. I'm not telling you anything any secrets from NOW ON. Hell. What you want me to update man? I trusted (<-- past tense) you. You don't trust me right? You call the lobster thingy a secret? WTH! Omg. I wanna kill ppl liao. Damn. Well. I dunno how u want me to update, sry :) xD You're in a bad mood right? I hope you go do something enjoying. Cheer up. I miss your smile. Tell you a secret. I hate it when your face is like this :/ or like this :( Please, smile always. And, ILY RAWR! Always. If I'm your sister, tell me the stuff that I wanna know. You know what I'm talking about. ;) And, fine if you ignore me. Be that way. It's not okay with me. As long as you're happy. Blek...

Hmm.

You know what? I had a brother. Since March something I think. The one and only. He really starts ignoring me. Few minutes ago he just send me a message. Idiot mail. I wanna tear off my inbox. It says that you wanted to play a game with me. See who can ignore each other longer. I told you all of my secrets. I did what you ask me to (webcam urgh). I did tell you anything you ask. I did love you really much. I just beg for one thing. Please don't ignore me. Omfg! The thing that I hate the most in this entire planet. Is being ignored. I'll act like crazy if my mom and dad ignore me. I'll hit my sister like hell when she ignore me. I can't do anything if my friends ignore me, so I would just turn my head to another. I feel really upset and sad if my best friends ignore me. I feel so damn unhappy, sad and disappointed when my one and only brother that I love the most ignore me. :'( Please.

:P

Have you all listen before "Kiss The Rain" a piano piece? I've been playing these days. It's damnnn hard because its A flat major, BEAD. :) But I love to listen it, that's why I wanted to learn it. The pianist that play this, is a Korean guy call Yiruma. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yiruma there's a site if you wanna see details. Well. I love the songs he play, it's just light and clear. :) Bye. Nothing else to write d. If you wanna listen the song click here >> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc

Hehee. :P

Why I don't feel like using chinese today? Duno. Well... My brother call me to update my blog. I'm a good girl actually XD Especially treating him, the best. The sad part is, he always say that I'm annoying. What did I do to actually made him think that I'm annoying? T-T Who's the one that keeps calling me to on webcam? See who's annoying. Well sometimes I just get mad and leave the keyboard to play piano to reduce unhappiness. I'm actually a bad girl to other people. I always lie. But in front of him, hmm.. I never lie. Because he wanted to trust me :) Life's not awesome without you. xD So that I've updated my blog, you happy now? XD Hehehe ^-^

Heloo

假期了，我每天吃饱没事做。电视机没有一套好看的戏，电脑也没有东西玩。只好看吸血鬼鬼故事。最近买了几本，Marked + Twilight……我很 outdated 的，所以 Twilight 是很久了的，但是以前还小，每人叫我出去一起看。听说，书比戏好看，我就买了书。幸好是出了很久，比之前便宜很多。Marked 是网站里有人介绍的，本来想看华语版，可是英文版才是正版，而且我英文很差，所以看英文的，进步一下也不错。我会被华语版的吸引是因为我不太喜欢英文版的书皮 :) 除了看书，就是弹吉它和钢琴。很爽！我的爱好就是弹那两个乐器，尤其是流行歌曲。请帮帮忙，我说过我很 outdated, 帮我 update 我的头脑一下 :) 我平时听华语歌的，请介绍我啊~ :)

Leadership Camp..

这一个 post 我想用英文，可以吗？:) There's a game that we played. All 31 campers' names were written down in papers and folded. We just pick one and that will be our mortal. We can write notes or send food and water to our mortals. We have angels too. So, we'll be someone else's mortal. This game actually exist since there were a chinese storybook. 天使与主人... I read it before, nice and interesting. We must care about our mortal. By the way, my mortal is
Timothy, Wednesday KH. His english pro, so I'm damn worried about what to write.

Day 1?

Hiiiii :) Few days ago(Sunday), I went to a librarian leadership camp organised by the form fours. It's sad that Puan Monica and brother didn't go. When we arrived school, already damn late. So we get up the bus, and try to entertain ourself. I just listen to music the whole distance from school to Felda Tekam. There's a little task that the organizers wanted us to do. Mine is to take duo pictures with all 30 campers. I've done it the 4th fastest, go see my facebook profile, I posted the photos in my album. We put our luggage in a small hall with air-con. Aili call us to find our name tags. Wasai. Chee yee hid it underground. How am I gonna find it? fine, my group members don't blame me for that. We created our cheer. It's the Imba group, means imbalance - lance = IMBA XD LoL. Our group members are Jessica, Emily, Jia Gin, CLARISSA, Yi Ling and me, 3 form fives, 1 form 3 and 2 form one. And only 1 boy in our group, that's why, IMBA XD. After the lame lunch, we practiced our group cheer on the empty place in front of the hall. When Cik Sathya had unlocked the hall door, we went in doin nothing. Justin played his guitar. Aw his poor guitar. I'm sure it'll break someday. After changing, we go abseiling. Woah we wait damn long for our turn, and for toilet :P it's damn cool weih. Well... Justin insulted my primary school. I said the bad word. But then I felt guilty, so I send him a sorry message just now. After abseiling, we went to the hall and took our luggages to the chalet. We rested for damn long time, just watch the stupid movies. Oh right. My roommates are Rachel and Rachel. WTH? Never mind. Before dinner, we went the restaurant early, Zhi Wei came too without his roommates. After dinner we gather outside and perform our group cheer, and play some weird games. Like pop the balloons together with partner, and shout the same names. WEIRD. Each group are given an egg that we have to take good care of.

Day 2?

In the morning, I set my alarm already, so I woke in time. I saw mist outside around the chalet. It's a strange thing that the two Rachels are afraid of ghosts. After sending a letter for my mortal, I checked my letter and found a note from my angel. It's my sister's writing. So obvious. We changed and head to the restaurant. Well I actually forgotten what we did. But after something, we went to a Gua. I'm so sorry I actually forgotten the Gua name. The tour guide was interesting, he keep saying crazy stuff and "joking joking." lol. To avoid leeches to suck all our blood, I brought salt that my sister gave me. There were lot's of roots when we're walking through the forest to the Gua. When we arrive, we start going in up. It's beautiful inside, cold and nice. We took lots of photos there. There're a single spot light over some places, Jia Gin and Ghee Ken stood there, they was like burning. We all saw smoke coming through from their back. The tour guide explained that there was a thing that go wrong, so everyone in the Gua turn into stone including a Merlion shape thingy. There's stone that are shining too. He said that we cannot touch it or it'll turn into normal stone, because there were some kind of acids on our hands. LoooL :P After a long time, we start moving out the cave. It's easier than coming in. We board the bus after coming out from the thick forest and head back to chalet. I ate ice-cream, nice and cool. :) Rachel Low went back first, then Lychee and I went to D Mart to buy stuff. When we return, we saw Zhiwei sitting on the floor and Rachel Low on the bed watching movie. It't quite a shock. They're watching a malay version Jack and the beanstalk. It's so lame but no other choices. The movie haven't end after I took my damn loooong bath. We walked to the restaurant using a shortcut. After the meal, we went to the front of the hall and get ready for night walk. The guider explained and we just start it quickly. All of them treat me like a kid. I'm not appreciating. Blek... sorry lar... After the game, it was quite early, we went back to our chalet. Suddenly Aili and Chee Yee came to play monopoly deal. It was quite a shocked, because Chee Yee was like the most scary librarian in the librarian board, hehe. Lychee keep winning, I'm pissed off. After they go back, we sleeeeeep.

Day 3?

Owh it's the third day. Time passed very quickly, we're late for breakfast. We hurried and leave the chalet without taking our stuff because we're going rafting after that. After breakfast, we didn't go back to the chalet because lazy and it's too far away. We went a short distance to a field, then we used the limited items to create a raft. Our raft group mates are different to camp group. Our rafting group members are Kelly, Emily, Jessica, Jia Gin, Zhi Ying, Rachel Low, Ghee Ken, Justin, Hui Min and me. Luckily we've got Justin, or we don't know how to tie those stuff together. We carry the raft down to the river. I sit the middle, so I don't raft. I count for them. It's thirsty when shouting one two one two. Because Ghee Ken is quite heavy, he sit the back. So, I had to sit to the front with Justin and Jia Gin to help the raft to balance. After that, we went to swim without changing. Just jump in the pool with dirty clothes. I scratched my knee, ouch... After that, I changed dry clothes and gather with my group members to practice the presentation. Because of that, I knew that Jia Gin and Yi Ling was Yuk Chai students. Cool right? XD I memorized my lines but I know that I'll forget if i panic. After that, we ran to the front of the hall to avoid doing jumping jacks. The race is easy to play. Take the first clue, and ask those stations. We jumped on newspapers with one leg, carried by Jia Gin to the other side of the field with flour on our faces, figured out 5 crazy questions and one wrong so we got paint on our faces, put five balloons with towels and not using our hands, find stuff that hide around the corner and do crazy noises to let teammates notice. It's weird but fun. Our Imba group is the first group finished. Then we practiced the presentation after bathing. We make a wand, and a hat for the witch. Then we went to the restaurant to eat food. After that, few of my friends and I went to the pool. We sat on the big rock beside the pool and practice our lines. Someone switch on the radio, so it was noisy, we have no choices but only presenting presentation in front of the hall. The Imba is the first group. I actually forgot my lines cause I panic. Jessica helped me a lot. Aw. Because something went wrong, so Aili said we had to say out our mortal immediately to save our time. My guess wasn't wrong, my angel is my sister. Timothy said he love the letters, it's sweet. Aw. Well.... because I was a stalker? That day we went to Chee Yee's room to play monopoly deal. By right we should be in Justin's room to play Mafia :( sad, we missed it. We slept soundly at night, but this time no electricity. Lychee and I chatted.

Day 4?

We woke up late, eat late, and pack late. Aw. We played monopoly deal in the bus. It's fun. While they sleep, I play Justin's guitar because we're too late to sit the front seats. At the back is not bad also, can play music. We reached the elephant central and ate our lunch. It's damn small pack of chicken rice. Then we went in the room to watch some videos. After putting on a sticker on our shirt, we went in the elephant place. Well... not sure how to say. We got feed them, take pictures with them. We also rode on their backs. I had to hold the guy's waist to avoid falling but I didn't. I just hold his T-shirt. Chee Yee hold my waist. She could actually pull me down if she fall. :P some of the campers wanted to bath with the elephants, but I have no extra clothes, so I didn't. It's cool. They say the elephant actually poop in the river. After we board the bus, I continued playing Justin's guitar, it's quite good when there's no other thing to do. I played lucky and sang myself, the girl part. Justin heard and tried to sing the guy part. But the pitch is too high for him. My sister know how to sing, I was quite hoping she'll be there that time. It's fun when we sing together until I saw something quite shocking. Clarissa lying on Justin's back, Ew. Sorry for saying that, I'm just saying out my feelings. :) So sick lahh...... After some distance, we used music to entertain ourselves. When we arrive school, my father's there already. So, that's the camp :) I really enjoyed these four days.

If only Yee Jin was there, I bet it will be even better! I know he'll like it too! >< well... It's sad that those that didn't go camp missed the fun. Better go next year! Day one I said something bad to Justin, touch wood. :) I feel quite guilty for it, so I just sent an apologize message for him. He said it's alright. Aw. Great I feel better :) I think I'll post the pictures when I'm free. Brother ! I hope you'll enjoy reading since you want me to update :)