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Sunday, June 14, 2015

Damn! If my sister could stop bugging me, I would fucking appreciate that!

Always had this thought that competitions or exams made us want to work more harder. (Or Isit just me and few people out there?) Cuz after each exams, we know better what we're weak at. And we know what to do to improve. Like competitions.

Had been in a wrong class at form2. I got top three in class! Damn. That was rubbish.
Had been in a wrong training centre for two years too. Got third, didn't break sweat.

Saw this quote from fb.
If you are the smartest person in the room, then you are in the wrong room.

:/

Great.

But when you're in the right room for a long time, and you don't go anywhere further, that's shit.
That's failure.
That's.... you don't even deserve to be in any room. Cuz it's too late, the time you wanna improve, there's too many things that's needed to be improved. And you screw up them all.

One by one. One at a time. Studies first.

Saturday, June 6, 2015

Why is my sister so fucking asshole!? I just wanna take a fucking nap, and she won't stop her fucking shitty mouth. She won't stop all her fucking insults. Ish. Sometimes I wanna give her a thousand slaps on her face. Deng why didn't I bring my earphones!? Fuck my life! Damn, she just won't give me a break. This is so fucking torturing.

Ish.
Want
To
Sleep
I'm
So
Tired

You don't know what's in my mind just GTFO AND MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. DAMN. I need to get out of this car.

100.99.98.97.96.. I wanna kill that bitch.

Why can that fucker be my sister. Can she just shut the fuck up so we can live peacefully? Bitch. She's a bitch.

压力

姑姑认为妈妈骄傲,凡事都靠爸爸是老板,高高在上。可是,妈妈超想好好跟姑姑相处的。妈妈当姑姑姐姐,姑姑却当妈妈很恶毒。姑姑他们注重礼貌。他妈的什么叫礼貌?在门外看到姑姑的车,踏入门口要sibeh大声地喊“姑姑!!!!” 然后,她没听到就会骂我。听到就 “哇,那么乖啊,叫那么大声…” 你这样的性格,我敢不叫吗?

爸爸比较有钱又怎么样,妈妈嫁进来,都还不是被姑姑他们欺负。

压力,妈妈比爸爸其实更有钱,却是妈妈压力更大。因为,爸爸不管。妈妈在意。

我要顾好你的感受,知道你要给我家人好印象。我帮你打听,尽量找出父母是否有对你的要求。打听到了,已经努力用最温柔的方式跟你说了。你还是压力。

我也要在你家人面前,表现得超级好你知道吗。一不小心,就像姑姑认为妈妈骄傲,那就惨了。不压力吗。要更热情些,才会给人好样子。你说,哥哥们都不多话。你又没跟你亲戚们多话,我不懂怎么热情。

你的压力是不要让我家人认为你要我们的什么。

我的压力是,怕
一不小心你家人觉得我目中无人
一不小心我让你压力
一不小心我传达家人的想法你又压力了

压力 大家都有,你会因为压力而放弃吗?
不能 一起努力吗?