New Years Eve

Hi everyone :P My blog is not dead yet :) And it's the second post having the same tittle, new years eve. LoL Happy New years eve! New years is about three hours more to go, hope everyone enjoy, being older and mature. Say goodbye to 2011 and hello to 2012 :) Well actually I've nothing to write :D So bye.

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Librarian Gotong-royong

Today morning got Gotong-royong, date and time fixed by teacher and seniors. We arrived school damn early, then I checked my next year class. OMG! My class will be 2 Belian, with Chelsea and Nicole. Celine, Lychee and Limin are in Batai, this sucks, I'm 100% alone now. If Zoe can transfer school and be with me, that'll be awesome! But it's impossible of course, Lirong is alone in 2 Angsana, she's worse. We went up to the library to get ready. Aili want us to sit in groups, she read the names out loud, Zhi Chun, Derrick, Wei Jan, Yee Jin and I are in the same group, windows. So unlucky, I'm with all the boys, and I'm the only girl. Wth! But it's okay, at least I know them well. Zhi Chun took water, we stand there and wait. All the time I was typing messages to Zoe, she's the only one I really can tell secrets to :D We started to wipe the windows, gabba is so annoying, when I ask which windows are left to wipe? He'll point at me. Windows are quite easy, if I'm tall, that'll be great! Gabba always call me short, I really really hate it. After we're done on windows, Aili want us to help my sister, YeeJin, Derrick and I went to help them. We sat on the floor, me on the left, Derrick on the right, and YeeJin in the middle, or we'll fight. Wiping the books are so damn easy, but need time. So we chatted all the time, I just realized, both of them watch anime, and Derrick always wanted to tell Yee Jin those awkward stuff I did in class, so irritating. After we're done, we also tucked those metal stuff into those curtains. Most of them helped, some just chit chat in the library. After we done all those, we finally can sit down and rest. It's quite late already, they finally call us to sit down. They want us to write down our shift time, only four person can be in one shift. Lychee helped me to write, so four of us booked Friday shift two, Lychee, Zhi Ying, Chelsea and I. After that they announced afternoon session AJKs. Omg! They scared me! Ketua Kebersihan dan Keceriaan, Lee Yuet Huan, Woah shocked! Lychee got Bendahari, Zhi Ying got Ketua Inventori, and Chelsea got Ketua!! Omg! Librarians in Friday 2nd shifts got posts! This is so funny, I'm not even sure how are we gonna recruit KH and PKH's. Today was awesome :) Though it's just a small post, I'm happy cause Zhi Wei thinks I can do things. :) We went to sri tanjung after the whole thing, and met some librarians and friends, Shazmone, Ceymone, Shi Hui, Lai Mun, Szi Siu, Amber and Yee Hui. :) Today was awesome :DD

Portdickson trip

I went to Portdickson 2 days ago, with my family and my other cousin, he's 19. That Saturday we ate dinner together, after he packed his stuff, we go back home, and left on Sunday morning.

First day. We loaded the car and left in the morning. My cousin is great in playing chess, Chinese chess, even my dad can't win against him. In between all my opponents, he's the best I think, though I can't win, but at least I can play more than five minutes, I can at least annoy him to death :P LoL It's fun, with my dad's Ipad, we don't even need the stupid board, just use Ipad. I can't really sleep, but it was like very fast, we reach Melaka first. We went down to see whether there's rice ball restaurants which we don't have to queue up. We found one and went to eat, it's so not nice. I usually can eat 9 or 10 rice balls but this time just ate 8. Those red houses places are awesome! Everything is so nice but I didn't buy any of them. That time I was thinking about buying some for my brother, or my closest friends. After that we ate cendol. I don't really like cendol but in Melaka, cendol rocks! :D DAmn nice! After walking for a long time, we only go to Portdickson. My mom and dad check in the hotel, after that we went to the beach and dug sand. It was so dark and late, we just walk back. The beach was so far from the hotel. My dad brought his guitar here, and we decided to teach my cousin. He don't know anything about guitar, so it's quite hard. We played boggle before dinner, my marks was always the highest :) I bet all words I've written down are about 90%, only those words that I don't know I didn't write. After dinner, they sang all night. Those oldies Chinese and cantonese songs.

2nd Day. We woke up and ate ramyun! Damn nice, ramyun is Korean 拉面, well, I learnt to read Korean words from internet, it's so damn easy. Ramyun rocks! After that we went to the other beach, and build a damn big castle. Luckily we brought the cangkul, it's easier to dig. I caught some cute sea insects, but it's too late, so we have to let them go and eat lunch. It was close to 3 o'clock, most restaurants close at 3 o'clock, so we simply found a seafood restaurant. After lunch, we went to the temple just next to the restaurant, there's a tortoise, which people say it's really lucky you can win lots of bets. We went back to the hotel and play boggle. It's so lifeless :D But winning is fun. After that, we went to the beach again, It's exhausting, walking so far, but I suggested to run, so we reached there about more than 5 minutes. There's lots of nice stones. Those stones are so great and suitable to draw oil painting, the best landscape! Those stones were like hiding places for fishes, prawns and crabs. I caught them all, crabs are cute and handsome! My family don't dare to put the crab on their hands, I dare! :D Their claws are not big enough to snap me. When they walk on my hands, it's so itchy! :D It's so damn dark, we went to the pool and jump into it. My cousin don't wanna swim, I pull him in ;) The pool was quite dirty, but Idc, anyways we're going to take bath later. We went to eat dinner really late, about 9 something. Omg the butter crab was damn nice! When I was young, I don't like to use my hands and pluck this and that, it's so not clean, and I'm too lazy. That day the crab was like the best food there. >< I love crabs! We got back to the hotel and played charades.

3rd day. We ate bread and egg for breakfast. After packing everything, we checked out, then went to the other beach and let go those little sea creatures. The last beach was the best. That time was decreasing tide, the sand was quiet and the sea was clean, there was even a pattern for the sand, little fishes swam across. I saw a crab again! This time it was quite big, about half of a hand size. We touch it, it quickly ran away, we touch again, it ran away again, so damn cute! :) I love that beach :DD I'm lazy to post the pictures... farewell :)

Ice skating :D

These days my sis and I was kinda doing a job in my dad's office. The first time was at 1U, the second time was today, means yesterday. Erm... I asked Wei Han, my cousin to come, and my sis asked Yu Xian to come. We reach Sunway Pyramid at 10 somthing. After I saw my cousin, we headed to Guitar Collection. Yu Xian and my cousin was the same narcissist attitude. LoL! My cousin got a new phone Samsung Galaxy Ace with his own money. We did the job faster because we get to enjoy the ice longer. After we done it, it was 2:45, we ate lunch and bought some bread snacks for later. The ticket was so damn expansive, we thought it's weekdays and it'll be cheaper, but it was school holidays, the prize was scary, but who cares :D We got our skating shoes and wore it. I've skate before long long time ago, so I tied damn tight. The ice clearing car thingy is clearing the ice, so we ate the mummy that I brought first. They decided to play tag. Omg, I don't really know how to skate but at least I don't have to lean on something :) Sad case is I don't know how to break. That's why, I always accidently bump on someone. Luckily, all those 'someone' are kind, they don't blame me for that :DDD Tag is fun, on the ice. Yu Xian skate fast, so I can't catch her, my sis is quite okay. So I only tag them when they didn't see me :D I saw a friend there, my std 2 friend. My cousin keeps falling and can't get up :P LoL he made people stare at me like I bullied him. -.- Next time if got chance, I wanna invite my school/librarian friends to skate :D So Damn fun. We played the whole day until like 10 o'clock. It's damn late and fun. My legs are aching, I think there's something wrong with my left ankle. And my right leg, there's something wrong too, I can't stand straight, and when I walk downstairs, my left leg hurts :( However, I wanna skate again :D So damn fun. My sister learned how to break, cause there's an old man teaching, but I tried it, almost fall. :P That night, we ate KFC. Once we go out, we can't come back to the skating ring. My sis and Yu Xian went out, and came back, but they failed. However, my cousin and I went to 'rescue' them. The worker there pity us and let two of them in. That's how we played so long and have great dinner. :D Bye. If you're interested, tell me, next time I'll invite you out if I go Sunway Pyramid again. xD

Concert

Today, erm uh.. yesterday, means few hours ago, my sis and I went for a guitar concert in Bentley. It's organized by the Music Society thingy, that my guitar teacher is the president of it. We went to bentley with our cousin, Bentley is a big building, a.k.a guitar collection's biggest business enemy, it's near the Curve. The performance is played by Berta Rohas, you can look through google la, she's so damn pro. We met our other cousins in the hall. I'm related in guitar collection, so I feel like I'm a spy there, being in Bentley music building. After the concert, we went to Giant. My dad bought phone for me. :DDDDDDD Bye. Too happy and can't continue to write.

Snail

I've mention about a snail right? I said I'll post it later. CUTE right?!?! It's like the cutest slowest pet ever! But of course, I already let it go. There's a video, upload fail la, anyways I'm sure you'll bored to death if you watch it. But have you ever seen a snail eating vege with your own eyes? xD LoL Bye

Tiring day ;O

Today my sis, my mom and I went to the big park by bike again, there's only two bikes, so my mom walk to the park. My sis and I use the long way, and my mom use the short cart. My sis really sucks. She lost her way again. Everytime she lost the way, she'll ask me how to go to the park. This is stupid. I was wondering, how is she going to drive after she had her licence next year? I swear, next time we go to the park, I'm cycling at the front, she'll follow me :). My mom was so slow, even though we had some time cycling around the housing area, my mom wasn't there yet. It's so tiring. Sis you suck, for making my legs sore.

This time, we play badminton too, but there are trees around. My first shot, the shutter-cork landed on a tree. Great. My mom found a pair of kids bike wheels. I threw that thing and tried to get the shutter-cork out of that tree. There's a teenage guy that looks form3 or 4, he laughed. How embarrassing, the shutter-cork finally fell off the tree. If I were higher about my bro's height, I can get it easily. This time we played badminton on cement floor, not grass field. It's so damn slippery that I almost fell.

These days I was sweating, so fun :) I love it. Wish exam pass faster, and cik cho will let us free to play anything. I found a snail, and decided to take care of it. I can't just leave it on the cement floor right? :) I'll upload some photos after that.

Sweat-ish day xD

Today I went out to play, with my sister. Next week we both are having exams, and now, we're still playing. Such lazy people right? I was planning to go out and play with my sis this holiday week, but she still got chemistry and other scary exams, not like me, chinese geography. But then, I was facebooking, and my sister woke up from her 'lovely nap', and suggest to go out and cycle. I was damn happy, of course agreed. Btw the sky is so dark and it's probably gonna rain soon. My sis was worried cause of the weather, but I just say, lets just cycle for five minutes, then we'll come back. We didn't actually ask for grandma's permission, we just said "po, we'll cycle outside for few minutes kay?" There's two playgrounds near our house, one is damn small and it's just a stone throw's distance from our house. And the other one is obviously for jogging and cycling, the small garden got a basketball court and those baby playground stuff. The big garden is so much further from our house, we had to take at least few minutes to reach there. Today was weird, those gates are closed, we're forced to use the back lane to go to the garden. My bicycle and my sis's bicycle are quite different, my sis's bicycle is like a mountain bike, one time she steps can be three times I step. It's quite unfair, so that I'm left at the back, and she's in the front. This was so damn tired. It's actually drizzling but we don't actually care. The rain stopped really soon. After we came back, I felt like my legs are gonna die, battery low. I was like lying on two dinner chairs after I had two cups of water. My sis looks so 'not tired'. My shirt was soaked, my sis seems so dry. After that, we played badminton too. I love playing badminton. My legs are still tired, so I can't really run. There's a small empty field in the end of the lane, we went there to play badminton. It's windy, I know I'm crazy. I fell and scratched my knees, btw it's bleeding :P Not pain at all. There's a lot of mosquitoes there, I can't stand It so we decide to play by the roadside. There's lots of cars coming, I don't wanna die. :) At last, my sister can't stand me, so we stopped playing. I love this sweat-ish day. It's kinda fun.

Violin ♥

I love my new violin. My dad came back from Shanghai, few days ago. My sister and I learnt 3 instruments, guitar, violin and piano, and when we're younger, harmonica also. It's awesome. I love music. My old violin bow is broken. So my dad bought a new one from Shanghai, we suffered for weeks using the small bow, which is too small. Now the new one was expansive, and awesome! Made me and my sis wanna practice all day. Let me introduce :D

This is nottttttt spectacle box :D

My lovely violin ♥♥♥

This is something that we put under the violin while we're playing it, it's called shoulder rest, can make you feel better :)

The black thing on the left side of the violin is for us to rest our chin on it while playing it.

See!! So Awesome ♥ The metal thingy is to tune the first string. Because it's too hard, I've broke it before while using the old violin C:

This Rosin thingy according to wikipedia, it's a solid form of resin obtained from pines and some other plants, mostly conifers, produced by heating fresh liquid resin to vaporize the volatile liquid terpene components. It's semi transparent and varies in color from yellow to black. It's used to polish the violin bow so it won't slip easily.

Oh, and it break easily. Never let it touch water. It has awesome sour-ish smell and when you touch the white powder that it produce, your finger sure feel uncomfortable.

This is the Expansive bow, that it's too expansive so they have to be placed in different places.

I REally love the bow, cause when I use it, it make me feel that it's easier.

That's where we have to hold the bow, the way we hold is same as how we, Chinese hold the whatever that I don't know how to say in english(zhong kai brush).

See! The bow is men made, there's the name on it :) The violin is German made.

I luv my violinn ♥♥♥

痴情啊

他暗戀她，淺愛了三年

寧願每天跟著她，做她的小跟班。

終於有天他鼓起勇氣告白

"我愛你、愛了三年"他說

她哭了，

只說了句

"這句話，我已經等了五年了"

<3

3 Nemesu

Hey stalkers, because of letting the form 3 students use our classes, we sacrificed. We all, form ones changed our classes, and my class changed to 3 Nemesu, temporally. There's the 'perhimpunan' is awesome! Yeah there's NO Cik Phang. There's only one person sitting on the chairs on the stage. Lots of people ditched class. The school was quiet, I can't even hear anyone singing the songs. Means usually only form 2's sing. HAha. I didn't even bring my emergency hair clip. Today was like the first day of school. Cik Subathra call those who wanna go the Cameron trip to write down names and take forms. After we took those, we went to our new class. Oh my damn god, I saw my almost best friends sitting together, there's no where to choose, so I sat in the front, first row on the center right. And I sat with the damn 自恋 one. I feel like dying, what!? This is my fate? Even my enemy Derrick sat at the back, he also have no chance to choose. But then the prefects came in. Ke Ran has no tables, worse than me. The teacher suggested bring tables in. I asked Ke Ran that she wanna sit my place anot. She agreed, so after that, I sit with Chelsea Foo, next to her is Hui Yan. There's an empty space behind me, and another space is Sathesha. So the two behind me, is Pui Foong and Hanah. They're 100% awesome! Chelsea Foo always talk to Hui Yan, they test Sejarah each other. Well, my sejarah sucks, I've no chance to jump in the conversation, so I'll move backwards, and play Bingo and Hangman with Pui Fong and Hanah. The first period is art, teacher want us to draw labu. I joined art class, so a labu is a piece of cake, to me. Chelsea and Hui Yan call me 'the pro' which made me feel like.. erhem.. Chelsea call me to teach her guitar too! I taught some basic notes and fretts only. Like what's the first string, open string, or how to read tabs. She said that her house don't have guitar, so it'll be even hard :( BTw, Pui Fong and Hanah is awesome! During Geografi period, I can actually understand what teacher is saying. Thanks to my new seat, front enough, to avoid the noises from dear Rayshvin. I love my new place. I don't wanna go back. Owh please, make that wish come true, it's just simple. I don't wanna be with Derrick, I want to be with someone, who wants to talk to me, wants to play with me. ;) Unfortunately, I know that it's only temporally.

Internet

Omg, ZyXEL What's your problem!? These days my internet got a damn big problem. Even playing fake maple, the website will go lag, then Error, then Aw snap! Kill pages. I really really hate this. Since Saturday, the internet cannot use, until now. Though saturday until now, it's just 24 hours plus, but I'm a facebook addict. In between those 'no internet times', I feel like dying. Like how a guy feel like when he wanna quit smoking. That's how I feel. But I really really wanna quit facebook already, because of facebook, I know lots of friends, like him. But, it cause my results suck alot. These days bad things happen over and over. Like someone planned to do this to me, my family. Thieves, stolen office stuff, Estima lovely<3 car, we need money to buy stocks for this month, my PJPK pants is murdered, the computer problems. T-T

Form 3's PMR

Hey stalkers. Next Monday is all form 3's PMR week. It's quite good that all of other forms can have holiday rest. Today is form 1's holiday, but some of us librarians have to come for shift. Today's shift is weird, lost of people ditched, Qie Shang say that we're loyal, so we have extra time for lunch break. Chelsea, Lychee and I went to eat together, Qie Shang and Derrick came down earlier than us, but then, we sat together. Today I'm counter, I love that, but now, my shoulders are aching. ;( And there's the count certificate thing, for form 5's nilam. It's quite easy job, at first I did it with Yu Ming but during halfway, he ran away. Qie Shang's gonna call someone that has nothing to do, to help me. But Derrick have nothing to do. Awh. I've complained few times, that I don't wanna work with him, but we always got the same job eg. Arrange the racks, or wipe the same racks. I told Qie Shang, please don't let me work with him, I really hate him, plus we have to sit together in class, how unlucky! Qie Shang saw my mood changed, so immediately said, okay, I help you la. =.= This shift is so weird. I bought my comb, story book, and a phone. Lychee is so loyal to the school rules, Chelsea and I bought our phones, bad girl ;). Bro said that he forgotten my nickname ;P I can't believe it. Yieh Shing came after he came. It looks like they've planned their sweet morning. After shift, I went immediately, to wait for my mom. The canteen looks quiet, peaceful. Not much people came today, even lots of form 2's ditched class. Btw, good luck form 3's. Hope you all got straight A's. :)

p/s: Please be responsible for what you said with your own mouth, that sentence 'I forgot', is the sentence I Hate the most. ;P At least, think about how people feel.

Unlucky me

OMG. What the hell was happening to me, my life!? Some thieves broke into my dad's office, my mom lost some stuff. I lost my candate Librarian photo, few days ago I was still starring at my bro. My dad's car was stolen. The GPS, DVD player, our gate & door keys are inside. We've got to change our locks. What a day. And,, it's time to buy stocks for next month. We're having a 'lack of money' problem. Even telling grandmother about the stolen car was hard, my mom was trying to lend money from my grandma. Since there's one car left, we're so inconvenient. OMg, please give us our stuff back! T-T How can I live without pocket money? @.@ Unlucky me la,,, I need another PRo Lucky charm, rubber bands just make me more unlucky.

My 'wonderful' dinner

Today my mom was out for the whole day. She want my and my sis to prepare our own dinner. After my sis got that phone call, she asked what I wanna eat. I said spaghetti. She reply in a rude sentence, got spaghetti meh? =.= Idk la. She ask who wanna cook. Obviously, if you ask, of course I'll say, you go cook la. She disagree. You shouldn't ask me in the first place. Wtv, after she took her lonng long bath, we go to the kitchen. Yeah there's spaghetti, my favorite food. What's her problem? She want me to choose, to cook or prepare stuff. I said let's do it together. Disagree again. Why can't we do together!? Stupid sis. Fine, I'll prepare stuff. Stupid girl, after I took those butter and milk stuff out, she want me to take her the spatula, though it's sooo close to her. Wth. I'm not your maid. You said you cook what, why want me to read the cooking steps for you!? I'm just preparing stuff, reading steps are not included. Stupid girl. That young lady was so rude. She throw the spatula and said, if you are not willing to do, then I'll cook for myself! STupid idiot. I just Have to calm. Chill. Chill. Chill. I left the kitchen, leave her alone there. She's So annoying. Do You Have To Follow Everywhere I Go? I went back to the kitchen. And to what the instruction say. Omg this is a nightmare. Being with her is a nightmare. We have the same bedroom, this is the WORST part. Omg I can't stand it. Feel like punching her la T-T What a sis

Geo ;P

Hey stalkers. Today I went school early just for the very last Kesatria. BTW, I still feel like ditching it, so I left after I mark attendance. Yike may is so same as me, we high five about more than ten times. We're both pisces, and have the same thoughts. One different thing, is she love anime, I love Kdrama. ;) It's quite same too, we have our love stuff, all from other country. After changing, Yike May and I sat in the room where we put our bags during shift. I decided to do extra shift, Yike May just do her homework. I can't believe I'm saying this, today was the almost "Most" boring shift ever, I feel like sleeping. Ayorh, just skip to the Geo part. Before school that two period is science period. We all went downstairs with our bags. While I was taking out my science books, Celine call me don't take it first. Then they(the whole 6S gang) went to the pejabat upstairs. I don't even know what happened. At least my brain works well, my guess was right :) Our group "won". I think I can say like that. The geo project was so not awesome. Especially the eagle, we put newspapers into the bucket, then squash it, and build a model of an eagle, with a bottle and wire base. So damn hard that I wanna dieee. That day my friends came my house to do, but the problem is no time, so they take home the whole thing, I finish the eagle up. Lirong suggest to put it in the oven, so I really did that, twice. Finally the eagle dried, we(my mom and I) put glue and feathers, and put on the eyes and beak. Smelly chicken. Today we kinda ponteng school, for the second last period, to take the whole thing down from pejabat, to the dewan. Some other students came too, some only, eg. jia wei, steve, brenda... We ponteng class for about half an hour. Ash Li got the first, on drawing 1Malaysia poster. Awesome :) they call us to keep it as a secret, to make it a surprise for her. When I go back class, Limin is angry. Aw, so small gas. Hehe. She's mad about us, all of us to leave her alone in the class. Aw. I said sorry 100 times, she's still very cold. -.- Teacher looks disappointed to me, my science. OMG. I really have to add oil. Science, next monthly test I have to get A. And, never leave my nanas alone -.-

Korean-ish day

HEY stalkers long time no see, plus I think my blog is quite dead. These days I watched lots of lots of Korean dramas, like Brilliant Legacy, My girlfriend is a gumiho, City hunter. Oh my gosh Lee Min Ho is hawt!!! OMG Since I watch Boys over flowers, the one I love is Hyun Joong, not Min Ho, because of his hair, too curly, I don't like. But in City Hunter, I 100% fainted for him. Action drama weih! Those actions made my eyes glow :D OMg. Seung gi is 100% Awesome too! Omg I fall for him since I watch Gumiho. He's so gentlemen. I checked Seung Gi, he said he wanna be not that skinny, not that high, never go to pubs, never wear those clothes with less cloth. Lawl! This type Aw I really love him. My sister said that he switch carrier from business changed to an actor, then he learn, and can sing. Wow I really adore him :) That natural acting face. Although Min Ho did plastic surgery, but I still love him :) REAlly. He did his eyes and nose only. I love the way he save his girlfriend nana. And the way he take a bullet straight through his heart for his blood related father :) But that made me feel sorry for him, make me feel like wanna take a bullet for Min Ho. In Brilliant legacy, he's Awesome as awesome! The jealous type xD So cool. And awesome. You all stalkers have to watch yourself, especially City Hunter. Today I went to the pet shop next to Ming Tien. While starring at the underwater aquarium, I saw three Korean people speaking Korean, while I was listening to Korean songs. OMg today was so Korean ish! After that my sister and I went to a book shop, and saw lots of lots of books! They were comics, they call it mangga, it's continuesly. Then my sis and I saw Korean drama CDs! OMG City Hunter! Min Ho's handsome face appeared :D

My girfriend is a gumiho

Hi stalkers :) I watched a Korean drama AGAIN :) I love it! <3<3. My girlfriend is a gumiho, gumiho actually means nine tail fox in Korean pronouncation. The story is about a guy and a nine tail fox fall in love with each other. The fox have some trouble with turning into a human. :D DAmn cool weih the dramaaaa. I love the last two episodes :) Stalkers you should watch it too!! This is the saddest drama that I've watched before. Omg :D I love it.

Lee Seung Gi + Shih Min Ah

Seung Gi escaped from grandfather and went to a temple. A random voice told him to draw nine tails on an old drawing. He thought it was a ghost, so he ran and fell down in the forest. Min Ah saved Seung Gi, by giving him the life elixir. Min Ah escaped from the temple thanks to Seung Gi and she told him that she's a gumiho. He doesn't believe.

Min Ah told Seung Gi that she'll look for him, and let him see her tails. And after that, he'll die.

Seung Gi was shocked, and finally believe that she's a gumiho.

See this guy here :D Look like Jay chou right??? XDD

That crazy man lovvvve 周润发 :D

This is the vet xD he's hawt.

Aw <3<3<3

I hate this girl, damn damn annoying.

The almost ending of drama <3 sweeeeet right???? <3

Keychain?

Hey stalkers. Do you all think this picture above is cute? xD I think it's cute! So I decided to make one. Yesterday I start to cut the stupid wood, the whole night. I think I won't finish up for one night, but I did, break record. Omg I hurt my finger, again. This time is the worse. Because the cut was deep, I hate blood, so I get a tissue immediately :) I promised myself, no more sacrificing blood to anyone special. This keychain is for myself :) xD I think I'm crazy. I've done the whole thing. See below this picture :) Nice anot? XD

Oh please give me comments. Tell you all some tips, I used blade to cut the side of the eyes, and dig wood out, then pour the liquid from liquid paper in the hole. Cool right!? The "I Miss u" paper is the left out card while we use to build the KH project. I just stick there with cellophane tape. I can change words whenever I want. This is the most awesome part, with this keychain, I was like showing out my feelings. :) Before I made that keychain, I chatted with Zoe. Aw, she have the same problem like I have. We told each other our secrets. I felt awesome! I really miss zoe, and hope she can come DJ, she can make me not lonely forever :) xD I <3 you Zoe <3<3

Interview!

Heyya! Yesterday got librarian post interview, all form ones are forced to go. I don't want a post. :P But no choice la. Yesterday was my shift, so we shift two people interview after all other form ones. I did counter, again. After lunch, we wrap books again. I love wrapping books! Especially wrapping my favorite goosebumps! Few librarians including me were chatting around that librarian table. We was like a family, Lee Yu Ming, Lee Yuin Hsin, Lee Yuet Huan. Wow. This is cool, brothers and sisters chatting together. Unfortunately, I'm the eldest there. They're soo funny and cute! Today was Slap people who are taller than you day! Until Monday. This event is Cool! No wonder I saw Jia Yin slap Yee Jin :D. Time pass really quickly, I saw AJKs coming in, oh my god, morning session seniors finished school, time for our interview. Luckily I was the last. I was deciding to choose ketua inventory post. So I asked Chee Yee for some stuff. :) Yee Jin told Zhi Ying and I, if they ask "Why I choose for that post", he will answer " Because since I joined the librarian board, being inventory job was my dream!" WA so fake. Like the script are memorized nicely. Wow it's my turn. Nine AJKs are there, with only one light on, made the BBM room looks scary. They just asked me few questions, then done. :P So weird. We ditched class for few minutes, about half of a period, then we go up. I can't believe it! Before Chinese class, Derrick asked me to help him pass up the sivik card. I said yes, but he must stop calling me the nickname. And he agreed! AW Omg This is the best day ever! :)

Some thing I thought of

HI stalkers and bloggers. Something I thought of. It's a crazy tittle right? BTW I have no idea what to put as a tittle. Sometimes I was thinking, when you see a cute thingy, that treats you really good, make you smile or something, you sure pick it up and keep it right? ._. That's what I was gonna do. But then, I just realized that he got an owner ._. I really don't want to give her back, and let him go. But that's just so wrong, I'll feel so guilty, and the cute thingy won't be happy too. It's so sad. Why that cute thingy wanna make me happy? It makes me missing him all day ._. However, I should return that "thing". I don't hate the owner. Aiyorh, I guess bloggers and stalkers won't understand what I'm writing here. So here I'm gonna explain, the thing is not exactly a thing, just guess la you all. :) Don't mind this post, I just wanna post out my feelings, because I've no trustable friends to tell. :P My results are getting worse than before. I think I should leave the computer now Bye :)

O.O Puasa

Today start Puasa already :) It's a traditional festival for the Malays. They don't eat anytime they want, they only get to eat after about 7. Us Chinese and Indians have to cooperate to don't let them be hungry, we don't eat or drink in front of Malays. They sell food outside, anywhere, and I love Kebab xD Damn nice weih. Because of this festival, there's lots of changes inside school. Our class time changed. Today first step in school, "You're late." This isn't fair, the paper said that our school time is 12:45 to 5:30, I arrived at 12:40 and they took my name. Stupid la. We were complaining and arguing. Fine la, I don't give masalah to them, they're pengawas, librarian's biggest enemies. I did my over due Chinese home work. That essay, is so damn annoying. They sang gracefully, I didn't, I got sore throat. My throat really sucks, I can't stand 10 minutes without coughing. And the air is full of bacteria, flying around. Yeah it's my fault. T-T I really hate it. Before school ends, I didn't buy unhealthy stuff already. Can't stand it :( >< Help me ;P

Eee!

I saw the old pictures that I use to print screen, our chat. It's so sweet that I feel like I've time travelled back to those days. You're so cute, funny. Not like now, we don't look close to each others. Sometimes we met each others, I saw you moving backwards. It's a really really bad feeling. My eyes look like I just yawned. Whatever la, you can only be my best friend. No, not even best friend, maybe good friend only. Are you avoiding me? You didn't answer me, is it because you're busy? I wanna know the answer. We don't come school on the same time, even if we did, I'm sure you'll move backwards when you saw me. Our recess time is So not same, I don't get to ask you after school because my friends are there. How can I find a chance to talk to you? Life isn't fair. I keep thinking I Wanna concentrate on my studies but I can't. You use to say RAWR or Love you before we end a nice sweet chat. I still remember, I asked, "as a sister?" You said no. Since I know you won't see this, I post it out :) Just to write down my own thoughts. Blogwalkers please don't vommit :) Thank you.

*Cough*

WOI bloggers, did you all curse me??? Presentations are so close these days and I'm SICK. Wasai I hate sick. I'm not that "sick" kind like my bro, but Now I'm coughing, sneezing, having a stupid idiot flu. It started 3 days ago, and now, all my friends are sick too, because of me. I'm So SORRY. And guilty, because I know how it feels like. And I still wanna hide the SICKness from my family. They don't know wan, sot sot xD. Today I mean it's actually yesterday, I went to nanas house to do the stupid debate thingy. Stupid oral. I keep coughing while nanas's father is talking, it's SO embarrassing, her father even took the box of tissue in front of me. =.= My friends keep asking are you okay. I'm NOT but I say I'm okay, just continue. Like I say, I love the dog. There's some changes in the house. The strictness of the rules are still same, nanas's sisters are studying even though they're so young and it's actually nothing to study and to worry of. The parents are still the same caring, and young, and warm-hearted to me. It's cool to have parents like that, but forget about the strictness, I'll die :P During lunch nanas's father asked us about nicknames, we said all of their nicknames, accept mine, My nickname sucks, I said that. Then lychee was like "Because you love the creator...." Whatever. They keep asking me that did I go look for doctor, I say No, Nevermind, I'm getting use to it. I don't like adults to worry about me. ;P I don't know why. Same age people, that's better. Nanas's father WAS a debater, he taught us the right way, and we changed MOSt of our points. Wasai I'm going to RE memorize the whole thing. It could make me die. That day, during dinner, I ate with my family. We ate western food. It's so sad that I can't smell anything. I can't even drink cold stuff. I wanna cry edy. T-T PLEASE, those who curse me, stop it, I wanna get well, or I sure cough to death. Now, even arranging the books on the shelf I feel like I have to wash the stupid bacteria off my hands first. ;P

Sore throat-ish day

Hi bloggers, today my throat damn pain, but voice didn't change :'( Hate this feeling weih! I think maybe I shout too much. I reach school early to practice the sivik play. I'm the prince! And Chelsea is the Cinderella. OMG! There's one part about me saying "May I?" feel so wrong =.='. Today got Taekwondo, I skipped it. The 2nd time. Feel guilty again. When walking nanas to the canteen door, I thought of visiting koko for 5 minutes, and come back for extra shifts. Three of us went to the back door of her house, and enter it xD Cool weih. The first thing I look for xD THe Dog! Aww... So damn cute! I don't remember how many times I repeat that. Nanas's mum asked Lychee and I what are we going to eat during lunch. We said canteen food, so she say she'll prepare lunch for us! Aw... xD Nanas said today is koko's lucky day, because got people sayang~ <3 Pets like it when they're being loved, I bet I'll love that feeling too, though I haven't tried before ;P I really love the dog! After the nice lunch, Rachel and I rush back for extra shift. It's lucky at least I can have one merit. Gabba said he needs accompany, okay, I'll be there next time okay? xD I won't disappoint you :). During class, lots of teachers were absent again. Wooh~! They rock. I wanna know what Derrick want, so he can stop calling me that. I kicked his chair lots of time, but he gets so stubborn. Awh! Each time I kick, I get angrier, until one time, Derrick say Chelsea fat. Chelsea pushed Derrick off his chair and he fell. Luckily I moved, he fell on the floor. Then I keep kicking him away, until he can't stand me, changed his place. Cool right?!!? I made a guy run away. =.= Chinese class, the bitch who sat in front of Derrick, really showed her bitchy face. Wahh I wanna slap her. Yes, HER the bitch is a girl. What for? Yelling at us for no reason? ;P Fineeee Bye sore throat-ish day. I hate you ;P

No teacher "school day"

Today I arrived early to school to practice the sivik act. This is crazy, I'm a prince and Cinderella's father. =.= So stupid. I can forget about the 5 marks actually. We practiced a little, with my old yuk chai gang. There's a gap between us. I wanna remove it, just failed. Before, I know all stuff that they're talking about, but now, they keep whispering something to the others, I hate it. Hmm. Don't care. After that we went back to the library, and I memorize the debate thing, while arranging books though I'm not on shift. My debate script is longer than camping tips! I'm dying. I saw bro there, he asked me why I'm arranging books. I asked him back, he's doing the same thing I do. I sat with "chew gor gor" (that's what everybody call him) and the Yuk Chai gang, and Julian. Julian left after he done his hw. "chew gor gor" left too, he's too shy because he's the only guy there. Bro came and sat next to me. I told him he's the only guy here, he don't mind ;P I left after my friends keep whispering to each others, I know they're thinking too much dirty stuff. I heard Nicole saying "I think I should go, don't disturb them...." I feel like leaving after I heard that. When I stand up, Nicole ask why I go xD LoL >< We went to hall, and the teachers said our class had to stay in the hall after recess the whole period. So, I didn't change PJ clothes. I wish there's an "Anti-demerit day" for us librarians, it would be cool, everyone will take off their ties...... After recess, we all took our bags down. The teachers spoke some crap, damn lame, bored. They want us to exercise and whatever, form a crazy circle for no reason. Lirong is not mine already. T-T I know I have to face the truth. :'( Life isn't fair. After school, Rachel told Szi Siu my "nickname". I wanna slap her already. Lychee is great right? Sounds great, meaning is also great, but mine, there's nothing to do to my name. It's even unfair. STupid bro, you better don't tell Suzy, or you'll pinched by my nails. And Die. >:) Another day, without homework. COOL XD

BBQ

Hi guys. Yesterday we have BBQ in my house. I'm not sure why actually we are celebrating for, but it's delicious! I changed my contact lens before that, so they don't melt, don't make me blind ;D. The first thing I burn is a chicken. I think it's not long enough, so after that I only grill the sausages. So Damn NICE! I love those sausages that contain cheese! <3 I love cheese. My dad's workers are all here. They're nice to me, some are afraid of me. Well fine, so I'll be as kind as I can. My siblings and relatives are here too, but not all. Oh yeah~ my cousin's boyfriend is here! He looks innocent everytime I meet him. I burn lots of stuff xD. There's lime juice, damn nice. Luckily there's no soft drinks. I hate soft drinks. This dinner was awesome! I didn't eat any vege at all! Well I know it's unhealthy though. I went in the house with my siblings, and watched X-men. The oldies are chit chatting, to those who are watching the movie, it's so disturbing. =.='' Fine nevermind. I love barbecuing. There were marshmallows~! So soft and sweet. <3 Still got lots of homeworks to catch! Bye bloggers ;P

BI oral + debate practice

LoL today I went Ke Ran's house to discuss about the stupid english oral, debate. After all that I've been through, I ditched all my classes, woke early the whole week, WAh I miss sleeping. So I arrived late to her house. I arrived there before ten :) Few minutes later, Lychee arrived. We both are late. Lychee bought some popiahs for everyone, so ngam, I didn't eat breakfast. Ke Ran heard that, so she took 2 slices of cakes for me. Aw so touched! :) I ate two popiah thingy, and a slice of homemade cake. Delicious! Then we sat around the round table, and drank green tea while we discuss. It's like a cool meeting. They search the web before I came. So it's fast. We started grouping. Keran's sister, which I don't know how to spell her name, but it pronounce as Ke Hui? I don't know. She's so mature and looks like a college student that was now only form 3. Cool~ not that she's old, she's tall and mature :P English damn good weih~ We was like speechless when facing her xD Yeah my english sucks. She told us about afternoon and morning session good, bad or show off teachers. She told us she likes song sheng, not that kind of like, that cutie like xD Ew. I showed a WTH face xD. She received a call from a friend, so she had to leave. Aw. We said thank you for her help. It was two something, so we went out the taman for refreshments ;). Nanas and Ke Ran was so hyper. There was nobody at the playground. Keran hung her legs on the monkey bars, and was upside down. Cool! I did that too~ with her help. We sat on see saw and shake it damn hard. Woah. ;P I thought of my stupid childhood. Once I went out with my mom and sister, my sister and I sat one side, two strangers sat across us. They shook damn hard and I fell and cried. So scary, I told my friends, they laughed. Ke Ran was so dangerous, she climb on anything. We played monkey too, with the crazy orange ball. My phone vibrated, Oh gosh my dad. We rush back to the house and get my stuff then I left. :) Soo cool laa Keran ;P

MPS Last day

Today was the last day of library week! So I came school earlier, for fun. The first few classes Zhen Xin did it, then only I did. ;) Because her guiltiness of sleeping yesterday xD. I felt so tired, so bored. I think the students felt bored listening to me too, my topic was bored. When it's their recess, Zhen Xin and Shi Hui and her other friends disappeared, I sat on the floor yawning continuesly, dropping my head again and again. Don't know since when, Rachel Low came and sat next to me. Then she called my sister, and played "cikgu phang" with her. At first I was just watching. Then one by one, people sat on the floor with us. Somebody suggest to play Hamburger. I'm not sure how to play, so I watched carefully for the first round, then start to play. :) It's quite fun, just that somebody's pressing my hands down. LoL Lots of people playing one game, cool. Then Rachel Low suggested playing killer. We wrote on a paper, and tear it. The first time, I was the killer. Then I killed Zhi Wei who actually should suspect me, then I killed Rachel Low that suspect me, then I die, laughing Zhi Wei :). We played few rounds, quite fun :). After the recess, I was 100% awake, not tired at all. All the classes, made me think they don't feel bored at all, even if the topic is bored. I spoke louder, better. They kept asking cute questions, like if an aeroplane crash to the woods and hit us? What if there's a ghost chasing us? :) I always say, then Too Bad. Then there's a short short meeting, then we rush to the front of the hall. Belinda is there alone, waiting for participants to arrive. Though we're late, but we're the earliest. Zhi ying had some problem, so she was absent today, Chelsea replaced her :). There were station games, damn fun :) We ran everytime. Those stations are like putting your leg inside a pail of ice to get two marbles, using crawling and biting to pick two sweets up, dragging newspaper on the other newspaper without touching floor, using newspapers to let ping pong balls flow into a box, not using hands to finish up an apple, taking a far range bottle, untie some knots without looking, guiding blindfolded friends to walk crazy places, one forgot, and the cutest one, two students run to a long distance place, then the one leaving behind shout something, we'll do the thing she say bro's the station master :) He's cute. We ran to get the last clue, and find the station master. Belinda kept running when she saw us. Luckily we split up so we caught her. We went to canteen and claim free water. Back to the library, rest and do homework :). We were the second group! Kelly, Hui Min and Emily are first! We librarians are first and second, people said it's unfair, but Too Bad, librarians rocks :). We continued our duty. When everything is done, Zhen Xin is back home sleeping already, the ex librarians want a tour from us. The first time, I spoke to ex librarians :) After that, WOOO! Spoiled! xD We tore of the fake unstable trees! Fun! :) I hate the trees. Waste duct tape. No more classes are coming, we pull of the cloths and everything! :) We listen to music while we're taking over the library, it's fun ditching class because of helping the library. Amanda asked who want free drinks, all of them go like ME! ME!!! I wanted at first, but I hate soft drinks, so I left that area after I saw it's only soft drinks. We took some pictures before getting to work. Tall guys took down the light bulbs for us to tear off the lantern paper. Time passes really fast. It's six ten plus already. Puan M want us to go back to our classes or demerits. So we go fast :) and passed up our art. I love this day. Though it ended without him saying goodbye, but it's a nice day. Bro you won't spoil my day :) xD

MPS 4th day

Hi everyone :) Today I arrived school doing nothing :) So boring this day. My sister and her friends, and MY friends keep saying me and bro what what -.- REally hate it. Bro came late today, so Zhen Xin keeps asking, 你的好朋友叻？ xD When we all are gathering on the floor, everyone was like taking out their food and start eating. Yum :) I had 100% remembered my script without Zhen Xin's help :) because shortage of librarians, we need more librarians to help, so they call Zhen Xin to help inside part that I don't actually know where is it :P I always turn my head to the back and under the big table too look through the other side of the library. :P It's so tiring :) Sometimes, I walk to the sales side and chat with Lychee, she said she heard my voice clearly from "Hi everyone! Today I'm going to talk about camping tips!" <--- to here. :) Cool. Today got Siviks tradisional story act, it's 5 marks from exam. I DONT CARE! ;) You deduct my marks laah XD ehehhe :) Timothy's brother, Darren Kee, talked to me :P He know my sister, and he said my sister got big mole, I got small one because I'm younger :P LoL?? We kinda gathered together to talk gossip :P It's the HATE Group!!! Ahh~ If you (stalker, YES YOU!) wanna know more about that, why don't you chat to me privately, maybe I'll tell ya XD LoL. Oh ya! This lunch is Full! :) I was worrying about my undone homework :) OH YA! Zhen Xin keeps disappearing! Uhh! >< Bad girl :) Hope you see this xD Bye

MPS 3rd day

Today was awesome ;P very tired. I don't stone that much already. First I was planning to go Kesatria but when I thought of even the cute Lychee ponteng that, I don't have to be so good girl ;P Yiling said there will be shortage of people because the form threes are not here, they will be in hall. So I decided to stay in the library to help. I just realized that OMG! I didn't bring my food coupons! Amanda call me to deal with puan m, puan m call me to look for amanda. Cool. Today was really tiring. ;) I really pokai edy, no money. I owe lots of people money, and my sister won't help me. Uhh. Oh Ya! Wei Jan told me my fortune. ;) I said I wanna know who's my future boyfriend. Eliza and yee jin was beside if I was right. Wei Jan said he has spiky hair, and he's really near now. Even one step can reach. Damn I know what he's going to tell me ;P crazy fortune teller. Zhi Wei and Eliza asked me the same question. It it that obvious? ;P Uh I don't think so. Zhen Xin's so cute XD (hope she sees this), she call my brother "your best friend". ;D Cool. I guess it's right also, because he is almost the only one who knows my secret :) Back to class, we had KH class, 3 periods damn bored. Derrick call the nickname again, I pinch and twist his hand, slap 3 times. After that I thought of something. In the library, bro pulled him and apologized. Hardly, I asked derrick, "Why this morning kong yee jin pull you and apologized for you one?" He said like this :"他拉我，是他道歉，不是我。我没有道歉……" LoL ;P bro you're so cute :) That crazy thought made me smile back automatically :P Derrick must be thinking that I'm weird, after slapping him for a while, I smiled. Bye bloggers :P

MPS 2nd day

OH it's the 2nd day already. Zhen Xin said she'll be leaving in the afternoon, that makes me worried. I'll be alone. Lychee and Gabba should be in Hebat but they're not. I'm wondering why bro come early this time. He said his mum wants him to come :P LoL. Today my "short speech" improved a little bit, better than yesterday at least. Yesterday my hands full of messy words, today I just wrote three words that I can't remember. I love chicken! DAmn delicious! All the librarians sat together and eat. We're like pushing the ginger to our friends. I hate ginger. ;) When we return library, I can't actually remember what we did. I just know it's tiring, I NEED SLeEP!!! XD Today I wore librarian T, because got PJPK, I can just change shirt, then we can get back to class. After I change, I stood outside the toilet, waiting for my friends. I saw students around the science lab. I look clearly, that's 2 belian ;P Seriously, I hate 2 keruing. Once I pass by there, I have to avoid stuff throwing out like angry bird aiming stupid piggys. ;P Even when we go PJPK, we passed by 2 belian again. ;P WEi Jan is a fortune teller. ;P He just helped my friends to see their future boyfriends, I wanna see mine too. ;D BYe

MPS 1st day

HALO!! Today is the first day of MPS, I'm so worried. Because I've just got my script, and just started memorizing it. Camping tips, wanna make me die already. Well I try to look on the bright sight, at least I got to ditch class :) My partner is Zhen Xin, form 4 now. She's helping me to be calm. I'm so damn scared and panic. Bro's here too~ Uh.. He's helping the first aid part, so the table is just across ours. Ahh first day! My class came in the first, it's scary. My friends stare at me with their adorable eyes, damn scary. ;) I keep stoning, I guess I'll get better the other day (: Shi Hui brought her camera. My bro said he don't have surat kebenaran for ditch class to help the MPS. That day, bro wore his PJ clothes while helping. Then they all went hall to do some play. I Wanna watch >< Ahhh! Its so sad. When my class come in, my almost-best friend say YUET HUAN! you abandon me! =,= so ewyyy. Bro keep teasing and flirting the girls there. He always say form ones are lame, didn't see himself. Shi Hui took some photos, I'll post it out when I'm free. :)

MPS preparation

Today got MPS preparation, I write in english laah... Or the names are difficult. I arrived early, we all went to the library to put our bags down. Yiling spoke, then we went to our positions. Mine is body language, with kian ru, zhi chun, liang guan and szelyne Aka ah moi. There's some problem there, we need the video, so we wait while we help others. It's fun helping the others. I helped wei xing to carry books out from the shelfs for sale. I helped Sheen Woei to cut duct tapes into flower pads that only Zhi Wei and me are willing to do that and fold paper lotus and cranes. I helped ceymone to stick the trees. WOAh it's awesome! We went to form 3 classes to eat pizza. The boys helped to carry them up. >< I love the part we climb up and stick black cloths around the racks. By the way, we're listen to music all the time. It's great! After the preparation, Lychee told me Imma tour for one section too. WOAH!!!! I didn't even know that! We walked a round and practiced a little, too bad that I still don't know which part I'm doing YET. After that, Nicole pull me out of the room, because it's too boring. Few minutes later, I saw my brother (: He got basketball training :P So he changed just by taking of his librarian T. :P When Nicole's mum came, I went home after having dinner with them (:

Lovely Shift~

今天我好开心~ 三个小时半我这次是管纪律~ 因为图书馆周，我们布置图书馆。午餐时候，我和钮扣一起，qie shang 叫我找多一个人，我随便叫一个人，yuming 就跑过来了，问我们要不要吃快熟面，我说好啊~ 没出去学校吃过耶！钮扣也说好，拿了钱，我们就马上出发了。他们真好耶！我每次绑鞋带，朋友们都把我远远抛在后头，这次是因为少人才等我的吗？不管，我已经很感动了。过了几条马路，就到了~ 我们看见 liangtong, 一天到晚抱怨的那个。我们四个都买了快熟面，拿到隔壁的皮萨店吃，因为我们遇见喜儿，她说清我们，哇塞！一天要感动多少次！我们两个吃了皮萨，道谢了，就赶着跑回去学校。回到学校好喘！我第一眼看见哥哥 :) 连 qie shang 在我附近我都没看到。好担心会 kena demerit (: qie shang 没发现我迟到四分钟，不然我死定了 (: 那个过后有开会，我们静静坐着听。被选中做 tour guides，他们可以不用上课，每天留在图书馆叻！哇塞！好爽啊……我好羡慕！aili 突然说自愿也想帮忙的举起手来，他们考虑。哇！我一定举~ 图书馆里有好多回不去的回忆，我能够留在图书馆里多一秒都好快乐了！(: 好希望我没被淘汰，我想帮忙，留在图书管里 (: 哥哥！笨蛋。今天上美术课时我就快哭了，我旁边那个人一直说那个字！都是你的错！明天我要捏你！捏死你！T-T 第一次因为你老师说我吵！是第一次！而且是因为你！你给我记住。

Oral sucks

Today Puan Aruna told us to get ready for the next stupid oral. I really hate oral. Teacher said one group for person. Then how? Our 6S group spoiled again. Chelsea, Nicole, Lirong, Celine, Me, Limin, two of us will be kicked out again. We're dumped for few times already, and I'm sick of that. Can you imagine if we kick Nicole out, how would she feel? They keep saying that Limin and I are closer, so just kick two of us out la?? ;( I always feel sad when they did that. I fail by making new friends okay? So how? I don't have much friends. All my secrets are all kept safety to myself. I feel like bursting anytime. I was like screaming in the inside and acting normal on the outside. I don't get it. My brother has NO best friend, he trust no one. I'm sure he'll burst too. There's a boy who sat next to me, I see him lonely everyday. I want to be his friend (: Then maybe someday he can share some stuff with me, so he won't burst (: At least the boys got ask him to be same group with them. I'm worse than him. Something's telling me to accept my fate. Aw. I hope I can find a friend that I really can trust, any gender..... :P wish me luck for my oral laaa ;P