Oral sucks

Today Puan Aruna told us to get ready for the next stupid oral. I really hate oral. Teacher said one group for person. Then how? Our 6S group spoiled again. Chelsea, Nicole, Lirong, Celine, Me, Limin, two of us will be kicked out again. We're dumped for few times already, and I'm sick of that. Can you imagine if we kick Nicole out, how would she feel? They keep saying that Limin and I are closer, so just kick two of us out la?? ;( I always feel sad when they did that. I fail by making new friends okay? So how? I don't have much friends. All my secrets are all kept safety to myself. I feel like bursting anytime. I was like screaming in the inside and acting normal on the outside. I don't get it. My brother has NO best friend, he trust no one. I'm sure he'll burst too. There's a boy who sat next to me, I see him lonely everyday. I want to be his friend (: Then maybe someday he can share some stuff with me, so he won't burst (: At least the boys got ask him to be same group with them. I'm worse than him. Something's telling me to accept my fate. Aw. I hope I can find a friend that I really can trust, any gender..... :P wish me luck for my oral laaa ;P