The worst day of my 2014 life, was valentines eve. This year, the day after valentines. When I couldn't go to you, where else I can go? That sentence you're released, congrats, do you mean, leave your life?

Mom was so unreasonable. I'm glad that after all this shit, my phone's still working. Yeah I suck. I suck at being a daughter,  and a gf. I suck at everything. Everyone living around me are suffering because of me. Huh. Pity him? Let me be alone then! Fuck it. I wanna go to bed, and never wake up. I don't know where to go to. The only place left is my phone. The blog. I know I suck. I'm doing house work, these days, why can't you see the change!? Those jokes. Are not funny at all. Not funny.

When mom talks like that, when he talked like that, I have nothing left. Where do I go to? ?? Spam blog, spam fb, stop crying bitch. There's a dinner tonight and I'm supposed to look good. Don't wet the pillows too cuz tonight the bed is not mine.

They say, we live to make our loves one happy. Then I could kill myself now cuz they're happy without my presence.