I thought guys hate it when we bring back previous story. I thought I get that and I stop being that bitch doing that shit to you guys. Wow. Pay back?
Previous story? People come and go. A lot already left. Previous story, plenty backstabbers. Those group of girls. I just saw a post in fb. Something about.. "I'm the one that walks behind when the path isn't wide enough, I'm the one that gets forgotten and uninvited to outings and shits. I'm the one that needs to organize an outing to make sure I'm not left out." Yeah something like that. Not anymore. Those people are not friends. Those are just people that walk close but never treat as a friend.
Previous story, I was shit to my grandma. I told her something heartbreaking that she will never forget. I told her that something, I feel so fucking embarrassing and guilty for my shitty attitude. At least I'm treating her fine and ok now? At least she appreciates my treatment now and didn't mention that previous story anymore.
Previous story, I was shit to anyone. I cursed many people, I almost hated everyone. I used to have "Enemies", now maybe.. I still dislike many people but... how can you not? People are bad.
Previous story, I was a girl that finishes hw at school and a fucking couch potato while playing computer games all day, ignoring the world, and bathes at almost evening.
I was, lots of shit.
I still am, lots of shit too. But shits' getting not so shit. You can say that I used to don't give shit when I'm out with family. They're paying anyway. When our family went to shopping, I used to look at food, very often, and didn't look at the price at all. I never gave shit bout the price. Used to.
So what!? People change, I'm not like that anymore! If you wanna mention fucking shits that I've done, then fuck off!
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