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I've always wanted to blog, bout how everything's been going. It's quite okay, I guess? Except today........

I think I can manage this,, music and studies thing... an hour for music, the rest for studies. I even kept my table, my room. Damn, when I start keeping my table, I'm so fucking serious bout this hardworking shit.

These days him and I are okay. Everything's fine, discussable. I always wanted to appreciate him as much as I could. Like during his Sem break. Aw, it's so hard to wait until he can finally have a stressless month! Well time flies. Sem break's over, his new sem started.

I don't know what's dengue. I know it can kill, but many didn't die from it. I only know it's a virus, virus is not a living thing, but it reproduces by us, when our own cells replicate or wtv shit, I guess. And teacher said, when you got dengue and you go to the doctor's, they can't so anything at all, they'll just tell you to rest. Is this true? Haiz fuck. Now every single sentence in my head is "Fuck dengue. Why you do this to him!?"

I wish there's something I could do.

I could only accompany him for a day.

Damn, this sucks.

Please be fine,, please get better..