Yesterday, I wanna tell you lots of stuff. Mostly bout school, bout what happened at guitar class, what way you appeared in my dream. However, I had a nap and guess you'd get mad about that. I actually think I'm doing great, Cuz the last time I overnapped was last last week, and I can't even remember the time before that day that I overnapped. Today, In school, I thought I wanted to tell you those stuff that I didn't, but I expected some messages that I hate the most. It happened anyway. I guess we can't have a normal conversation?
Thought you said, don't write stuff on blog, write them to you. You're funny. You online and chose to ignore them. Wow, and you said send them to you? You're kidding me. Anyway. I'll go back to blog then, since you're so fucking busy.
Today was OK at school. I hope yip man could join us for badminton, Cuz now there's only three of us, it's just so not right. Our school hours was busy. These days having that crazy form to fill, and those stupid teachers running around the school, we can't even complete that shit on time. Homework, all teachers are crazily giving handouts. They gonna kill us. The only entertainment was truth or dare. Tho telling whatever one asks is the way to play, but, kinda glad that they respected when it's a super crazily private question.
Many of them asking, what I'm gonna do after Pre u. I know what I want. I have that aim. But I'm not telling anyone who thinks I can't. That's why, I didn't tell the two of them. Arrogant ass asked me a bio question today. I knew that, studied so deeply, beyong our syllabus, and had weird notes that I'm not showing anyone(they'd think I'm weird & nerdy doing things like this). I answered that effing question, but all he could say was, "I'm gonna ask xxxxx." It kinda meant, "I don't believe you, " or "I don't have that confidence in you so I'm gonna ask someone else."
That's why, I'm not telling them. Same goes to you. Through the way everyone do things, hoe they talk, how they face shits, I know it if you're the one that will think, I can't.
I'm gonna prove it to you all.
And you know what's not discipline? Arrogant ass. The best example I could find. He doesn't study, but has too much confidence in himself. I think, this year, I'm doing as good as ever. Maybe, a little bit of fb, sometimes wasting time on stupid things, but I study. You should be worried if I have enough sleep. Cuz that means, I didn't study enough, and I'm gonna screw up my results.
Thanks again. Thanks a lot.
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