So there's something I never done before, but I know how to do it.
Have you ever been so fed up of life, you feel like starting all over again? To me, I think the first step is getting rid of all the stuff that hurts me. Cleaning this fucking shit air con. The filters are dirty, maybe that's the reason my sinuses are back, they detect dust. I've never done this before, but it's actually easy. Open up that cover(holding your breath), remove the filters, and wash.
Next? I wanna remove my goddamn gonads so badly because I know they are fucking useless! That's one thing I can't get rid of. `&#(!)
Next, this blog.. Dear dear stalkers. I realized that I've been drafting very often, so often that the published posts are reducing. I realized that I typed, but only published positive ones. Maybe I don't feel like exposing the depressing sides anymore. I tell them, my blog is the only place I'm fully honest about my feelings, but now it's not anymore.
One of the stalkers said to me. It's okay to be not okay. I used to blog when I'm unhappy because I think it releases the unhappiness, it helps relieve the pain. For now, blogging doesn't help anymore. I don't know the purpose of blogging anymore.
Now on, only positive posts will appear. I'll wear a smile through life, in the media, and also in reality. This blog officially, considered dead.
Nothing feels alive.
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