Now,

Shit. Maybe I shouldn't have installed back fb. Been wasting time for nothing.

Yip man brought me to Twitter. Kinda stupid reason: for #spm2015 jokes. Twitter is a lil different. Unlike fb, you spit something, you can't take it back(I think?) And for the chat,,, yes lol there's a messenger function. There's no last seen, no availability, no ticks, no notifications. It's actually quite free. Hmm.

Is it that overreacting? Chicken breast,, (I'll just call him kfc lah) he said there's so many people complaining and all, bout this year's kbat ish spm. Uhm. Hahaa but the tweets and posts are still fucking lmao. I wonder, how did they go famous(mila, crystal, and that travelling freak.. shit what's his name again..) only 2015 candidates are in that situation right...

I think, back problem's coming back. Weird. I'm back on the floor for a few days. :/  oh weight's coming back too. Probably because no badminton, and just sitting in front of table all daaayy..

These days I'm Googling a lot. And keeping my room(as in, destroying books). For stalkers' information, I don't actually destroy. But yeah. Erm. My mom developed a habit in me. Since forever, she reused all my old exercise books' blank papers after tearing blank ones out. So I'm now like that too, maybe a little too much. In class, we(yip man and I heh) fight for distributing free papers to truth gang. So after bm, Bi and history, there's so many papers to be catogarized! Eg, single side blank, none blank but many spaces...... cousin's interested in those notes that I feel bad to recycle! :D  so great to be able to give whatever I don't need to people needing them.

And with radio on. Singing is awesome. Just sometimes they reformed the memories that I don't want to flash back. Then shake it off. Oh I have a new habit. Some songs, they sang about how much they love the partner.
"Lies, lies. You won't say that after a year."
And another habit
*shit this is too depressing. Skip track*

Never let them replay.

Tbh I can't sleep. It's 2.16, I checked, he's still awake. Why did I even check? I don't know. Tho he hid is everything in WA(that's why I'm not sure if he blocked!), I can't help clicking into his name, and back out. Today coincidentally he was ONLINE. I told myself not to start a convo so I won't know if he did blocked or not. Turned out he didn't.

Thank you for that.

Tbh. I feel like eating pizza. Fuck. Wth is wrong with me. I'm just trying to clear my head. I don't wanna recall awesome stuff and end up leaving a stain on my pencil. There's so many stains already.

New aim to myself, NO MORE staining my pencil, and also the pillows. No more.

Maybe It's a good thing I crave pizza. I'll just think about pizza until I fall asleep.

Just pizza, not him eating the pizza.
Not him asking me beef or chicken.

Just pizza.

Damn.

I was thinking about ignoring the vibrate. I thought it will never be you anymore. After that day, I never looked forward when I heard notifications. Since it's not you, I can ignore it.

But it's you.
:)