Accept?

I thought I was accepting all the doubts. I know if I don't, it's me who's gonna suffer. We're gonna have so many endless arguments abt this. That's not I want. I want your trust, not these endless fights. So I'm gonna accept. Cuz I know, I'm confident with your feelings. Maybe, you don't have to be confident in mine, it's enough that you want me,  even when you didn't trust me.

I almost started one. Daaamn it. What's wrong with me. I would like to listen everything you've thinking, and I'll share whatever I'm thinking too. Thank you for being honest about this, you know,  telling me you don't trust me enough yet. Woohoo I appreciate it. Ish but I can't.

People are complicated. They're depressed all the time. But if they accept all shits happening around them, everything is good, they'll always be thankful. Sounds easy to be happy huh? It's not so easy to accept that. If you trust me, even if I'm with a gang of guys, you'll know, my heart is yours, they're just people around, but not that kind of around. If you trust me you don't have to worry. I don't know how to stop your worries. For me, I think, being with someone, I'll try my best to make sure he's happy, relaxed anytime. But if that source of worries are because of me, wtf am I supposed to do?

I'm so clueless. Oh get over with it!!!