One day

I feel fucking useless. I can't do anything about it. Don't tell me that I'm busy. Don't tell me what activities I have to take care of. Yeah there's a long list. But do you know! ? You're up ahead all those things. You're the top in my list. I would like to clear the days, just to be with you. I would like to be with you all the time...  the worst thing is I can't do anything bout it!! It's not that I am busy. I am never busy to be with you! You should know that freaking clearly! In one whole freaking week, you only have one day. And that's the only day I'm not having freedom. I know,  it's not that you wanna have so less time here. You have uni. But can't you see what I have, don't 'forget it' me. I can't do homework. I can't do anything now. I just wanna freaking clear my Saturday,  completely for you...

You should know that. What am I supposed to do!??? There's nothing I can do.......... if you don't mind, I don't mind too. Cuz my forever is yours. When you're done with uni, I'm all yours. You'll have me until I die. That's a long time. Can you wait? I didn't mind, cuz I know you won't change your mind, right? Maybe you were right. I'm too young for you. I don't have freedom. But can you wait??

四年, 算什么?? 我这辈子属于你了, 还怕我们没有一起的时光吗? 你愿意等吗?