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Toss and turn. I can't sleep that time, not because I already have enough sleep. I was excited, extremely looking forward for the weekend. But that something I'm looking forward for, it's just gone.

I was disappointed when he promised but didn't show himself, I was damn pissed with her canceling the plans, on the day before whatever we planned. I was a little very mad when I can't get the thing I'm promised while it's such a simple thing to do.

I hate that feeling but I know, there's reasons. And my expectations. Expectation kills remember? That's how disappointments exist. But it's ok. I'm not that good yet but I'll learn to deal with it. And I will stop any expectations.

You don't have to make time for me, but it'll be even better if there's no promises for me to look forward to. So expecting you to not be here, it'll be better. Less disappointments you know. Go do whatever you're busy doing.

I don't wanna be your burden, don't wanna make you so tired. So go on. I'll wait.