Hey.

I thought my existence is supposed to make your life better, to give extra support. Who knows, you never told me about whatever you're facing. You told me you're leaving me because we both suffered. I think I'm sure now, that I'm not the one you want......

Yesterday, before I tried to study, I tapped in fb just to take a look, and I saw that photo your mom tagged you in. It aches a lot, a lot. Like a looot, to see you smiling happily, and I don't even know that you have this thing on that day. I needed an answer from you, whether you still have hope or not, because I feel like I'm blindly hoping for us to be back to normal while you're over there smiling, living a life like you're pretty damn fine without me. I needed to know if I have to move on or keep trying.

From your responses, I think I'm sure, you don't want me anymore. Okay.... I understand. Work is more important. I will stop bothering you. I'll stop the morning& goodnight texts, I'll stop telling you that I miss you. I'll stop telling you how much I want you with me. I wish you, happy. Just so you know......
I love you.

I'll stop showing that I care, if that's what you want. You'll always be the best part of me, which is already gone... I wish you remember the best moments we had together. I'll remember them too.

Please,
Take good care of yourself, and NEVER LET the fucking mosquitoes bite you anymore. Okay? Be safe, healthy, and fine...... don't skip meals, don't stay up until that late, remember to rest!

Thank you that you loved me..
You'll always be my motivation.

I guess that's it.

Remember,
I'll wait for you.