It aches, a lot a lot, like. A loooot. Whenever I thought of that after all we've been through, you could possibly delete every photo of us, like I never existed, like we never been together before. Conversations..

Even tho I don't usually look back old conversations, but delete? I'll never do that. Tho I'm not quite sure if you really deleted them... haiz.

I kept telling myself, he might have let go. But, he won't completely lose hope in us. As long as I love, as long as my heart stays with him. He won't. Makinv myself believing in that kept me going. Listening to the voice clips of him telling me "I love you, goodnight!" Kept me believing.

We can learn to love again.
Just don't lose hope, yh.

He still cares, I know that.

I'm not sure if you still read my blog. I'm hoping you do. I'm doing here, just to bother you less. You're busy, I know, I know.

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