I'm done

I feel like dying.

I just can't study. What's the point? I'll be autopilot. It doesn't matter what I study in the future. It doesn't matter I like it or not. I won't like it anyway. So how does it matter if I score well or not? Maybe I'll just go back to music. I have a feeling I'm not gonna live long. I don't deserve to have a life.

I've forgotten how to appreciate the opportunity to live.. I'm enough of this world.

I wish I can give someone, this opportunity that I have. I wish I can give it to someone who knows how to appreciate it more than I do.

It's just a world which is getting screwed by humans, the world need less of us. When I'm gone, I'm doing a favor for the world. Yeah.

If there's hunger games, I'd volunteer.
Everything looks colourless, grey and black.

If there's six months for me to live, I'd request to end it immediately. I'm done.