Laptop's taken away from me. Few days without my sister, I used laptop for research, and connected it to that Bluetooth amp. Searching and singing. Sudden realization, how convenient a laptop is, to me. Appreciate it's effort, for fixing my shitty mood. Songs fix it all. Wish my memory card's big enough to fit all those songs. Sadly, nah.

I think I have stomach problems each time I eat. This week I actually skipped five meals (wow ikr) I never had appetite to have more. But I'm always thirsty.

I was right. That September.
That kitten needs to learn to live alone. Tru obstacles and everything. It has to know how to keep itself safe from those cars and scary humans. It has to be strong. Without the momma cat, he's just teaching her how to live alone. That's a good thing actually.

Be strong. I wonder what would happen if momma cat finds her little one.

I wish I know what went wrong.