I got it. We all know that we feel much better after letting the words fall out. Sometimes you expect awful response but get okay ones, that's enough to make your day awesome. But sometimes you chose to swallow it back, that's what caused that emptiness.

"Say what you wanna say, and let the words fall out, honestly, I wanna see you be brave!"
Doesn't apply to all situations.

Yesterday I couldn't sleep, deep thoughts bugging around. Anyway. Can't believe a short trip back from class could actually allow me to have a deep nap. I woke up aching and numb. The duration was as shorter than usual, I fucking managed to sleep.

Studyyy Zzz