When you're ready but you're not ready. You knew what's gonna happen when you received that indirectly spoken thing. You prepared yourself for a coffin, for that heartbreaking feeling.

And when it's about to happen, you just realized that you were never ready.

I think I know why that made me feel more. Their problems were problems.

Our problem was me.

Things would go so much better if I never existed. 

"Brace myself for the goodbye."
Braced myself for the goodbyes, already, for a week.

Remember my old website link?
nothinglasts-forever.blogspot

Sad truth